there is never any symmetry to what wants

there is never any symmetry to what wants they told me about how they paid 800 dollars or some other ridiculous amount and how it was all too scripted. then, maybe overcome with shame or afraid that someone else might hear about this, pressed delete. outtakes from pppain series: acrylic and ointment on glass. printed …

mediating desire + distance

Longing we say, because desire is full of endless distances – Robert Hass In a poem called “Meditation at Lagunitas,” the poet Robert Hass writes: “Longing, we say, because desire is full / of endless distances.” The simultaneously terrible and wonderful property of desire is that the intensity of feeling derives not from the fulfillment …

from mono to monozygotic

mono monoacetate monoacetin monoacid monoacidic monoamide monoamine monoamino monoammonium monoazo monobacillary monobase monobasic monobasicity monoblastic monoblepsia monoblepsis monobloc monobranchiate monobromacetone monobromated monobromide monobrominated monobromination monobromized monobromoacetanilide monobromoacetone monobutyrin monocalcium monocarbide monocarbonate monocarbonic monocarboxylic monocardian monocarp monocarpal monocarpellary monocarpian monocarpic monocarpous monocellular monocentric monocentrid monocentroid monocephalous monocercous monoceros monocerous monochasial monochasium monochlamydeous monochlor monochloracetic monochloranthracene monochlorbenzene …

Memento mori

Memento mori (Latin: “remember that you have to die”)[2] is the medieval Latin Christian theory and practice of reflection on mortality, especially as a means of considering the vanity of earthly life and the transient nature of all earthly goods and pursuits. It is related to the ars moriendi (“The Art of Dying”) and related …

Brightblack Morning Light / All We Have Broken Shines

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detest

What I detest in you, is—myself. Jean-Paul Sartre, from No Exit And Three Other Plays (via violentwavesofemotion)

sonified

sonified: These eyes only learn to perceive you. Though you feel them spies, despise and criticize you with lies. Only trying to refrain from foreseeing your delusion sometimes these eyes, only trying to see what you wish to be. My eyes rise from this pulse that connects me to you. I do not wish to…

may ’68

be realistic; demand the impossibru may ‘68 graffiti http://www.marcuse.org/herbert/booksabout/00s/089AlanDobsonHerbertRebels68Unpublished.pdf&ved=0CC4QFjAH&usg=AFQjCNFMvwR6IqF6XvVZg7rj2XYBMc-ClA

awesome sauce

I want to taste a dream.Big and fluffy and round and blueGobble it up until I can eat no moreI lie down and let it tumble in my tummySleep wont be far off and another dream right beside awesome sauce (via fazail)

TEH INGILAAB OF JINS IS NON-CENTRAL. NOEBODY HAS TEH OWNERSHIP AND THUS IT IS ANONYMOUS AND NOT SOE ANONYMOUS AT THE SAME TIME NOE, JINSEE INGILAAB HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ENDHERIMA. “HAWWA” HERE IS NOT ENDHERIMA HAWWA. TEH STRUGGLE TO SET TEH INDIVIDUAL IS THE MOTIVATION AND INSPIRATION. SAVING TEH CUNTRY FROM BECOMING AFGANISTAN …

Karen O / The Moon Song

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And now you are and I am and we’re a mystery which will never happen again. e.e. cummings  (via violentwavesofemotion)

Put your heart, mind, intellect and soul even to your smallest acts. This is the secret of success. Swami Sivananda

We must shift from a politic of desirability and beauty to a politic of ugly and magnificence. That moves us closer to bodies and movements that disrupt, dismantle, disturb. Bodies and movements ready to throw down and create a different way for all of us, not just some of us. The magnificence of a body …

For your eyes only.

Dear A, S, T, X, F, (For X, who wants to see) A Documentation of Stalker-esque Behaviour Developing in and Adult Woman of Questionable Mind [insert evidence] D for Destiny V are meant 2 B, its written in the stars #galow+#gadar via D 8/11/13

we journeying

through Male’
as my lover drives
long empty streets
sleeping city
alone and together
journeying
under shimmering light
of the rising sun
=====
we journeying
with love
to ayesh my love
shahee
5/9/8
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Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about. Ideas, language, even the phrase “each other” doesn’t make any sense. Mevlana Jelaluddin Rumi / 13th century

Before Enlightenment chop wood carry water, after Enlightenment, chop wood carry water. Zen saying

we journeying

through Male’
as my lover drives
long empty streets
sleeping city
alone and together
journeying
under shimmering light
of the rising sun
=====
we journeying
with love
to ayesh my love
shahee
5/9/8
=====

Bleed/
It’s all i wanted
It’s all i could see
You can watch me bleed
Daylight comes and washes over me, me
Take what you have wanted
This is not your cross to bear
And the someone beside you
What they want is in what they see, see
Feeling it in your heart
Was more than i could see
It’s all i wanted
It’s all i could see
And the something inside you
Daylight comes and washes over me, me
Feeling it in your heart
Was more than i could see
Feeling it in your hearts
Was more than i could see
One and two is three