{"id":131,"date":"2014-10-02T07:10:00","date_gmt":"2014-10-02T07:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/monochromist.com\/2014\/10\/02\/i-dont-wanna-hold-you-hostage-excerpts-from-a\/"},"modified":"2014-10-02T07:10:00","modified_gmt":"2014-10-02T07:10:00","slug":"i-dont-wanna-hold-you-hostage-excerpts-from-a","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/monochromist.com\/notes\/2014\/10\/02\/i-dont-wanna-hold-you-hostage-excerpts-from-a\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;i dont wanna hold you hostage&#8221; \/ excerpts from a chatlog with moyameehaa Fri, Jun 8, 2012 at 7:58PM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>moya: hahaha ey kihinehtha mivanee.<\/p>\n<p>me: hahahaha<\/p>\n<p>moyameehaa hama moyavanee<\/p>\n<p>moya: lol<\/p>\n<p>me: hehe<\/p>\n<p>moya: lol<br \/>\n8:00 PM<br \/>\nme: experiment 2.0<\/p>\n<p>hahahaha<\/p>\n<p>moya: but this is just too confusing.<\/p>\n<p>i may have to contradict myself. gasp<\/p>\n<p>me: reset your head cache<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;;ll be fine<\/p>\n<p>let go of self!<\/p>\n<p>shed ego<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;ll be fun<\/p>\n<p>moya: but ego =\/= identity. is it?<\/p>\n<p>me: let go<\/p>\n<p>thats what my book of the dead said<\/p>\n<p>ppl are walking contradictions &#8211; didnt you listen to green day?<\/p>\n<p>dissonance<br \/>\n8:02 PM<br \/>\nmoya: lol<\/p>\n<p>me: but todays theme is http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Trinity_(The_Matrix)<\/p>\n<p>who is your trinity?<\/p>\n<p>http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Cognitive_dissonance<br \/>\n8:03 PM<br \/>\nmoya: trinity?<\/p>\n<p>whoz yours?<\/p>\n<p>me: i have many i think&#8230; they each have a part of me<\/p>\n<p>have to get those and join them together to unlock me<\/p>\n<p>8:04 PM<br \/>\nso i need to go back and buy that turqoiuse dress cox trinity would never wear that<\/p>\n<p>next have to go shopping for black leather<\/p>\n<p>\ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>moya: hhahah<br \/>\n8:05 PM<br \/>\nwell i dont think i have a trinity. :\/<\/p>\n<p>me: you havent found one yet, or you dont need one<\/p>\n<p>before her release from the Matrix, she chose the alias of Trinity as a hacker, to imply that she is as enigmatic as trying to grasp the concept of a &#8220;Three-In-One Being.&#8221;[2] Trinity is the force who guides Neo to his &#8220;salvation,&#8221; as well as commanding Neo to rise up from his apparent death in the first film, implying a further parallel between her character and God.<\/p>\n<p>moya: i dunno. what exactly are you referring to?<\/p>\n<p>me: hahaha<br \/>\n8:06 PM<br \/>\nShe ultimately meets her end in the Source of The Matrix, merging with a human inside the core of the Machine code base itself, combining the three core groups; Man, Machine and Program. This initializes the final reboot sequence, removing the Oligarch control and allowing the Machines to finally exist without fear of cruel masters.<\/p>\n<p>moya: like savior ?<\/p>\n<p>me: yeah something like that<\/p>\n<p>trinity is the one who did it for neo<\/p>\n<p>even though he was the chosen one<\/p>\n<p>her role was essential in the whole thing<\/p>\n<p>moya: oh well then i have plenty.<\/p>\n<p>me: ahh good then<\/p>\n<p>same like me<br \/>\n8:07 PM<br \/>\nfuck no i dont wanna be someones goddess<\/p>\n<p>i will have to run like forrest gump in that case<\/p>\n<p>8:08 PM<br \/>\nmoya: but this whole ego thing, u knw without ANY ego u wont be human?<\/p>\n<p>me: yeah i know what you mean<\/p>\n<p>but its a continual process to try and shed it.. zen\/nirvana<\/p>\n<p>let me find that passage<br \/>\n8:09 PM<br \/>\nmoya: ive read this new age thing recently. was the simplest version of it ive read yet. was reading the same shit in sufi books&#8230;but the new earth guy made it much more simple.<\/p>\n<p>id recommend if u havent read it yet.<br \/>\n8:14 PM<br \/>\nme: share?<\/p>\n<p>gaaah i cant ctrl+f search in paper books<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m reading tibetian book of the dead<\/p>\n<p>moya: hahaha.<br \/>\n8:15 PM<br \/>\nme: very enlightening<\/p>\n<p>its all same story throughout the ages in different forms<\/p>\n<p>the same ideas<\/p>\n<p>and still humans are still in the same shit!<br \/>\n8:16 PM<br \/>\nmoya: yeahp. dats the amazing thing about all this. when u really look in to it, they were all talking about the same shit. very very similar<\/p>\n<p>me: exactly!<\/p>\n<p>finally good to meet someone who shares the same view<br \/>\n8:17 PM<br \/>\nthe human condition has never changed<\/p>\n<p>moya: Ekam sat vipra bahudha vadanti\u201d &#8211; Truth is one; sages call it many names &gt;&gt;&gt; from one of the oldest of hindu vedas.<\/p>\n<p>me: we&#8217;ve been on this planet for about 5,000yrs in this form<\/p>\n<p>and still grappling with the same shit<\/p>\n<p>yup<\/p>\n<p>all cultures \/ all religions \/ all communities<\/p>\n<p>no matter what language its the same<\/p>\n<p>same central idea<br \/>\n8:18 PM<br \/>\nmoya: yehp. coz we are all the same. we think the same.<\/p>\n<p>me: precisely<br \/>\n8:19 PM<br \/>\nwe should have a separate coffee to talk about this&#8230; and exchange reading lists<\/p>\n<p>moya: most certainly<br \/>\n8:20 PM<br \/>\nur infj right?<\/p>\n<p>me: hehehe nopes<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m toilet paper<\/p>\n<p>intp<\/p>\n<p>have you done the test btw?<\/p>\n<p>moya: no. gonna now.<\/p>\n<p>me: http:\/\/www.celebritytypes.com\/intp.php<\/p>\n<p>ok enjoy..<br \/>\n8:21 PM<br \/>\nso whats the deal?<\/p>\n<p>moya: btw they launched http:\/\/www.majliswatch.com will be functional in a week i think.<\/p>\n<p>me: yeah i heard.. havent had a look yet thought<br \/>\n8:24 PM<br \/>\nsalhi.. i can operate 2 accounts simultaneously with twitter for mac app<br \/>\n8:25 PM<br \/>\nmoya: oh i can block u though. ;p<\/p>\n<p>me: hahaha<\/p>\n<p>moya: just go to apps &gt;&gt; revoke access.<\/p>\n<p>me: you mean @moyameehaa will block @moyameehaa?<\/p>\n<p>yeah i know<\/p>\n<p>\ud83d\ude1b<\/p>\n<p>so what do you wanna do?<\/p>\n<p>i dont wanna hold you hostage<br \/>\n8:26 PM<br \/>\nmoya: but it is fun right? lol<\/p>\n<p>me: yeah..<\/p>\n<p>moya: apparently im not myself lately. lol<br \/>\n8:27 PM<br \/>\nme: like a flickring tv screen<\/p>\n<p>yeah man wtf is up with you these days?<\/p>\n<p>moya: ok maybe some other time for that experiment.<br \/>\n8:28 PM<br \/>\nid be leaving to ari atoll in two days or so. want total peace.<\/p>\n<p>me: &#8221; .. loosen the mesmerising web of the ego&#8217;s unrealistic expectations &#8211; its clouds of hopes, fears and misunderstandings &#8211; and to break through the wall of our separation from the actual nature of things. &#8221;<\/p>\n<p>hahahahaha<\/p>\n<p>alrighty<\/p>\n<p>signing out of moyameehaa<\/p>\n<p>in 3, 2, 1<br \/>\n8:29 PM<br \/>\nmoya: kool. and this test is very confusing. i cant decide what i want. :\/<\/p>\n<p>me: you mean?<\/p>\n<p>oh<br \/>\n8:30 PM<br \/>\njust answer.. they&#8217;ll be doubles too<\/p>\n<p>moya: like what kinda workplace u like&#8230;i like em both. depends.<\/p>\n<p>me: but you are pretty self-actualized<\/p>\n<p>so very INXX i&#8217;d say<\/p>\n<p>but you take it and see what you get <\/p>\n<p>also note the percentages<br \/>\n8:31 PM<br \/>\nlucky you&#8217;re not getting it professionally administered &#8211; that takes 4hrs<\/p>\n<p>moya: k. lets see. APPLE<\/p>\n<p>me: LOVELY<\/p>\n<p>moya: oh god. i want that.<\/p>\n<p>me: apple from the garden of eden?<\/p>\n<p>moya: yeah. sorta.<\/p>\n<p>me: same here<\/p>\n<p>wow<\/p>\n<p>we have so much in common<\/p>\n<p>hehehe<br \/>\n8:35 PM<br \/>\nmoya: wowowow.<\/p>\n<p>me: and here i thought ehju was my conjoined twin<\/p>\n<p>moya: lol. ehju also have a lot in common<\/p>\n<p>moya: wowowo. mind = blown. <\/p>\n<p>me: hahahaha<br \/>\n8:38 PM<br \/>\naaahh my timeline scrolls at a nice pace now \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>peacefull<br \/>\n8:39 PM<br \/>\nmoya: yeah. mine is too much dho<\/p>\n<p>me: yeah.. you need to detox it<br \/>\n8:40 PM<br \/>\nmoya: wow. wowowowow<\/p>\n<p>hahahahah<\/p>\n<p>me: mindWOWed right?<br \/>\n8:41 PM<br \/>\nmoya: yeah. and the movements. wowowowow. like the muppets.<\/p>\n<p>me: hehehe<\/p>\n<p>you should meet her in person!<\/p>\n<p>moya: lol. alright, must have a wowcoffee then<br \/>\n8:46 PM<br \/>\nme: done deal<\/p>\n<p>moya: and whatever the frack happened to sikundeege thoofaan?<br \/>\n8:47 PM<br \/>\nme: hehe<\/p>\n<p>blew away with the wind?<\/p>\n<p>noo, its still on<\/p>\n<p>did ehju show you that website?<\/p>\n<p>moya: she did show me a website. which one was it.<br \/>\n8:48 PM<br \/>\nme: https:\/\/www.americanselect.org\/about<br \/>\n8:49 PM<br \/>\ni think we need to work a brief<\/p>\n<p>me: hv you sen theyrule.net ?<\/p>\n<p>moya: yeah have<br \/>\n8:54 PM<br \/>\nme: also wanted to have quantitative data.. so we can do visualizations<br \/>\n8:55 PM<br \/>\nyou get it right?<br \/>\n8:56 PM<br \/>\nmoya: yeahp<br \/>\n8:57 PM<br \/>\nhttp:\/\/www.iwatchnews.org<\/p>\n<p>http:\/\/www.linktv.org\/<\/p>\n<p>check these too. similar idea, like nonprofit people&#8217;s media.<br \/>\n8:58 PM<br \/>\nme: yeah.. we need indymedia<\/p>\n<p>moya: but much much bigger<\/p>\n<p>me: actually we need people<\/p>\n<p>moya: i mean these American ones are. coz they have people.<\/p>\n<p>me: even julian assange&#8217;s new things is similar to that<\/p>\n<p>moya: yeah. RT program?<\/p>\n<p>me: americans are real idiots!<\/p>\n<p>yup that one<\/p>\n<p>moya: lol. confirmed!<\/p>\n<p>me: high five<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>moya: hahaha ey kihinehtha mivanee. me: hahahaha moyameehaa hama moyavanee moya: lol me: hehe moya: lol 8:00 PM me: experiment 2.0 hahahaha moya: but this is just too confusing. i may have to contradict myself. gasp me: reset your head cache that&#8217;;ll be fine let go of self! shed ego it&#8217;ll be fun moya: but 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