“i dont wanna hold you hostage” / excerpts from a chatlog with moyameehaa Fri, Jun 8, 2012 at 7:58PM

moya: hahaha ey kihinehtha mivanee.

me: hahahaha

moyameehaa hama moyavanee

moya: lol

me: hehe

moya: lol
8:00 PM
me: experiment 2.0


moya: but this is just too confusing.

i may have to contradict myself. gasp

me: reset your head cache

that’;ll be fine

let go of self!

shed ego

it’ll be fun

moya: but ego =/= identity. is it?

me: let go

thats what my book of the dead said

ppl are walking contradictions – didnt you listen to green day?

8:02 PM
moya: lol

me: but todays theme is http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trinity_(The_Matrix)

who is your trinity?

8:03 PM
moya: trinity?

whoz yours?

me: i have many i think… they each have a part of me

have to get those and join them together to unlock me

8:04 PM
so i need to go back and buy that turqoiuse dress cox trinity would never wear that

next have to go shopping for black leather


moya: hhahah
8:05 PM
well i dont think i have a trinity. :/

me: you havent found one yet, or you dont need one

before her release from the Matrix, she chose the alias of Trinity as a hacker, to imply that she is as enigmatic as trying to grasp the concept of a “Three-In-One Being.”[2] Trinity is the force who guides Neo to his “salvation,” as well as commanding Neo to rise up from his apparent death in the first film, implying a further parallel between her character and God.

moya: i dunno. what exactly are you referring to?

me: hahaha
8:06 PM
She ultimately meets her end in the Source of The Matrix, merging with a human inside the core of the Machine code base itself, combining the three core groups; Man, Machine and Program. This initializes the final reboot sequence, removing the Oligarch control and allowing the Machines to finally exist without fear of cruel masters.

moya: like savior ?

me: yeah something like that

trinity is the one who did it for neo

even though he was the chosen one

her role was essential in the whole thing

moya: oh well then i have plenty.

me: ahh good then

same like me
8:07 PM
fuck no i dont wanna be someones goddess

i will have to run like forrest gump in that case

8:08 PM
moya: but this whole ego thing, u knw without ANY ego u wont be human?

me: yeah i know what you mean

but its a continual process to try and shed it.. zen/nirvana

let me find that passage
8:09 PM
moya: ive read this new age thing recently. was the simplest version of it ive read yet. was reading the same shit in sufi books…but the new earth guy made it much more simple.

id recommend if u havent read it yet.
8:14 PM
me: share?

gaaah i cant ctrl+f search in paper books

i’m reading tibetian book of the dead

moya: hahaha.
8:15 PM
me: very enlightening

its all same story throughout the ages in different forms

the same ideas

and still humans are still in the same shit!
8:16 PM
moya: yeahp. dats the amazing thing about all this. when u really look in to it, they were all talking about the same shit. very very similar

me: exactly!

finally good to meet someone who shares the same view
8:17 PM
the human condition has never changed

moya: Ekam sat vipra bahudha vadanti” – Truth is one; sages call it many names >>> from one of the oldest of hindu vedas.

me: we’ve been on this planet for about 5,000yrs in this form

and still grappling with the same shit


all cultures / all religions / all communities

no matter what language its the same

same central idea
8:18 PM
moya: yehp. coz we are all the same. we think the same.

me: precisely
8:19 PM
we should have a separate coffee to talk about this… and exchange reading lists

moya: most certainly
8:20 PM
ur infj right?

me: hehehe nopes

i’m toilet paper


have you done the test btw?

moya: no. gonna now.

me: http://www.celebritytypes.com/intp.php

ok enjoy..
8:21 PM
so whats the deal?

moya: btw they launched http://www.majliswatch.com will be functional in a week i think.

me: yeah i heard.. havent had a look yet thought
8:24 PM
salhi.. i can operate 2 accounts simultaneously with twitter for mac app
8:25 PM
moya: oh i can block u though. ;p

me: hahaha

moya: just go to apps >> revoke access.

me: you mean @moyameehaa will block @moyameehaa?

yeah i know


so what do you wanna do?

i dont wanna hold you hostage
8:26 PM
moya: but it is fun right? lol

me: yeah..

moya: apparently im not myself lately. lol
8:27 PM
me: like a flickring tv screen

yeah man wtf is up with you these days?

moya: ok maybe some other time for that experiment.
8:28 PM
id be leaving to ari atoll in two days or so. want total peace.

me: ” .. loosen the mesmerising web of the ego’s unrealistic expectations – its clouds of hopes, fears and misunderstandings – and to break through the wall of our separation from the actual nature of things. ”



signing out of moyameehaa

in 3, 2, 1
8:29 PM
moya: kool. and this test is very confusing. i cant decide what i want. :/

me: you mean?

8:30 PM
just answer.. they’ll be doubles too

moya: like what kinda workplace u like…i like em both. depends.

me: but you are pretty self-actualized

so very INXX i’d say

but you take it and see what you get

also note the percentages
8:31 PM
lucky you’re not getting it professionally administered – that takes 4hrs

moya: k. lets see. APPLE


moya: oh god. i want that.

me: apple from the garden of eden?

moya: yeah. sorta.

me: same here


we have so much in common

8:35 PM
moya: wowowow.

me: and here i thought ehju was my conjoined twin

moya: lol. ehju also have a lot in common

moya: wowowo. mind = blown.

me: hahahaha
8:38 PM
aaahh my timeline scrolls at a nice pace now 🙂

8:39 PM
moya: yeah. mine is too much dho

me: yeah.. you need to detox it
8:40 PM
moya: wow. wowowowow


me: mindWOWed right?
8:41 PM
moya: yeah. and the movements. wowowowow. like the muppets.

me: hehehe

you should meet her in person!

moya: lol. alright, must have a wowcoffee then
8:46 PM
me: done deal

moya: and whatever the frack happened to sikundeege thoofaan?
8:47 PM
me: hehe

blew away with the wind?

noo, its still on

did ehju show you that website?

moya: she did show me a website. which one was it.
8:48 PM
me: https://www.americanselect.org/about
8:49 PM
i think we need to work a brief

me: hv you sen theyrule.net ?

moya: yeah have
8:54 PM
me: also wanted to have quantitative data.. so we can do visualizations
8:55 PM
you get it right?
8:56 PM
moya: yeahp
8:57 PM


check these too. similar idea, like nonprofit people’s media.
8:58 PM
me: yeah.. we need indymedia

moya: but much much bigger

me: actually we need people

moya: i mean these American ones are. coz they have people.

me: even julian assange’s new things is similar to that

moya: yeah. RT program?

me: americans are real idiots!

yup that one

moya: lol. confirmed!

me: high five

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